Sometimes, an instance of stupidity can result in bad consequences. And this applies to all things big and small, including loosing handphones. I have to admit i was pretty stupid in thinking that i can leave my bag in the open in a public swimming pool and not expect anything to be stolen. Guess all the tragic news in the newspaper still hasn't shaken me into seeing that this world does have black sheeps. But i guess it is more off me not having bumb into this kind of incident in a long time. in short i havent went out often enough. So i let my guard down. When on usual days i would have at least stuffed my valuables somewhere hard to reach. But i realized that this doesnt means my bag wouldnt have entirely be lifted as well.

But strangely after this incident, i dont feel anything at all. That as relative to any other person or more specifically other girl which would have been so so upset. I just didn't bother at all. I just acknowledge that i got my phone stolen thought about the inconvinience and that is all. Well to be fair my phone is old. But then again i can't really afford to buy a new phone either. And all my contacts lost as well.

Peculiarly the thought that came into my mind was i am so grateful that they didnt take my wallet. I was indeed very much grateful coz otherwise i would have been crushed since i have so many things in it. But all in all it serves as a reminder to be more vigilant fr now on. Nothing like a big jolt to get u to pay attention.

On a side note, even with all my malaysia boleh spirit i have to admit that we have a long way to go to make things up to standard after i watched singapore idol. I do get pretty agitated when ppl put malaysian produced shows or malaysian participants in international events down saying that they can't make it coz its malaysian ma. Although i inderstand that time and time again there are disapointments in "malaysian made" but i still think that it doesnt mean it will forever be that way.
But for the time being i shall have to continue anticipating. As for malaysian idol, i am not going to say that it is good enough for a first season and give the excuse that given it is malaysian produce it is alr good coz i believe that this kind of attitude doesnt help at all. I think that the reason why it is not up to par is also due the the attitude that they think as long as it is good for malaysian standard it is good enough. There is huge huge room for improvement.

Not too sure what i was suppose to set up to write when i clicked on the control panel buttons. Things have just been moving along and i as a speck of this world's existance have just been swept along with the current whether i like it or not. I think lately i haven't have time to even "think". ironically. Scares me a lot to think that i seriously have lost control of what my life is about. And that i dont have much will to "swim" to differ from the current, that i feel all i do is what happens to come along that needs to be done. But what makes it worst is that it feels less complicated staying in this mindless state than trying to untangle stuffs, so i let myself stay.

Anyway, had a super exhausting day trying to figure out something that doesnt make sense. Connected a circuit only to find that it refuses to give out th required output. Trouble shooting was even more mind boggeling where the majority area of the circuit works only to be traced to the final output to fail. And i guess i have been super annoying relenting to whinning when i can't get my circuit to work. But, i seem to have lost all patience today. It isnt fun though to spend more than 6 hrs on something to end up having an untraceable error. Pity Jin Leong having to deal with my whinning while he has to finish his programming. Looks like i ain't helping boost his views on girls. Sigh .......

Well looking forward to friday, nite that is. But wonders what is the plans for the day. Doubt there is anything that can be done though, since i have a sneaky feeling its gonna take more than an hour to get the circuit working. If it is ever going to work. And there is michelle as well. Her last week of hols, and surely she would have wanted to hang out. What more after the night drinking session i wonder if i will be able to wake up in time for swimming. Priorities, priorities......... i am not good at this Why do i have so many things i need to do. Well hope that friday will work out ........ seems that most of the time my plans tend to flop. Not to charasmatic, i am. Sigh....... will see how it goes.