well i know i have been saying this since quite some time ago, but was still hoping that i might be able to make it. So today i finally and officially decided that tomorrow i will not be going for the malaysian idol audition. Till this evening i was still contempelating, but i decided that if this is just for some kinda experience, which in a way can be catogerise as not something majorly important. i finally felt that it wasnt worth it. In the first place, i know that i will not win ..... ( not that i dont have confidence, but i know my own level of ability, so no point in faking myself anyway). But making it to the next stage of auditions, now, that i would not entirely discount the probability. But then so what if i did. The next stage of audition might and most definitely would clash with my other papers.... so i dont see the point of going through all this hassle for one day just for the experience so that, either way getting to the second stage or not end up not going for the second audition anyway. It might seem as if like what many had talked about over and over again of how when we were young we had big dreams. Be an artist, be a dancer, a writer or anything that might not be so conventional. And grow up and end up being something that would be considered as more realistic, more of a need and not want type of job. And i still remember that when i was in standard 4 i think. When i told the teacher that my ambition was to be an artist. And she told me that do u think being an artist is viable. It might not bring food to the table . Although the reason i did not persue an art related education was not because of her comments, i can't help but be disapointed at how adults squash a child's big dreams. I think being a child warrants the right to dream big and push aside the needs to be realistic ( though i dont think that having a non conventional ambition is unrealistic). Anyway i am not getting to the point. After all that has been said. I dont mean that my big dream was to be a singer. Neither did i say i didnt want to be an engineer in the first place. In fact i have too many things that i want to be. So i am probably taking things as it comes. Who knows what life will hand you. So malaysian idol shall have to wait till next year.... well thats all .... back to studies

just wondering . Everyone says, don't entirely trust a man, even if he is your husband.

Won't say it is applicable to everyone. But the possibility is there. Even the best husband might one day betray you. So then where does it leave everyone? Sounds like a sad world to live in.

You can live life giving your all to a relationship and end up possibily being hurt. Or you can always only give 90% and feel unfulfilled.Either way its not a good option anyway.

I am just looking at both extremities..... but cant be deny that the possibilty of this happening in today's society isn't high.

Rosters

Chinese Taipei Blue Team
F ? Huang Chun-hsiung(SINA), Lee Chi-yi(Mars), Lin Ch-jay(Taiwan Beer), Yang Che-yi(Mars), Wu Chih-yuan(Taiwan Beer)
G ? Chou Jun-san(SINA), Chen Huei(Mars), Chen Shi-nian(Taiwan Beer), Lo Shin-liang(SINA), Yang Yu-min(Jutai)
C- Liu Yi-hsiang(SINA), Wu Dai-hao(Jutai)
Head coach ? Hu Tsai-lin(SINA)
Assistant ? Chou Hai-jung(Mars)



Chinese Taipei White Team
F ? Chen Hsin-an(Yulon), Tien Lei(Dacin), Lee Fong-yong(Dacin), Yang Chin-ming(Bank of Taiwan), Ju Yong-hong(Bank of Taiwan)
G ? Hsu Hao-cheng(Bank of Taiwan), Lee Chih-ming(Yulon), Huang Chih-chun(Dacin), Chou Shih-yuan(Yulon), Chang Chi-feng(Dacin)
C ? Wu Chih-yuan(Yulon), Tsun Wen-din(Yulon)
Head coach ? Liu Jia-fa(Dacin)
Assistant ? Wei Chen-ming(Bank of Taiwan)



Notable players who are not selected are Chen Chih-chun and Yen Shin-shu, both of whom used to be a national team starting PG. Chen Chih-chun, who had an ankle surgery and will miss the action for a while, and Yen Shin-shu, who opted to go in the show business as an entertainer.



this are the list of national team players and coach for taiwan.... and i find it sad that yen shin shu has opted to be an entertainer instead of continuing with basketball. But then again ....... as i say ... who knows what live brings u ..... you can't play basketball all ur life .....

any comments rae since i got it from ur site

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below is the what he wrote for his preface of his english report:

"The research project title was recommended by my sister as I was lack on ideas on which title to chose for this research and also she knew me well for that I like biotechnology. She had made me realize that I need a deep understanding on the issues and problem that I would encounter after I finish pursuing the biotechnology degree."


In fact i wasnt even sure where i got the title idea from or whether i originally came up with it or was it just modified from his idea. Strange isnt it ha ha ha .... but if it was my idea then i have to say that sometimes i amaze myself with the kind of things i can come up with ( sounds kinda egoistic but it wasnt meant that way) . But it is true .... when i read back what i had written i constantly find myslef wondering if that was written by me. But oh well what can a title help anyway . In fact in some ways i think i screwed his work up a bit coz he had to work extra hard in finding information and ideas in putting the title together. But not my fault rite . But i guess only the person who comes up with the title is better at coming up with ideas for the report. And if i do that as well he might as well no need to take this course. Oh well ha ha ha ha .

Which brings me to remember bout my english report as well. Ha ha could say i was quite proud of it ..... highest in the class.... althought shouldn't compare with other classes la but still considerably not lack of credibility ha ha ha ( dont get me wrong again ) But what i enjoy most was the whole process of writing ....... and the title was something i believed in and it was fun and different too. Should start writing bout something soon. the joy of reading and writing ....