ok i heard part of his songs on the newly released album.... and not to be bad or anything but i take my words back.... i had said that his singing wasnt that bad..... well i am apperently very wrong..... its either that or he sang way better when he was at the audition... 3 outta 4 songs he was mostly out of tune.... hmmmmm.... oh well its still not all lost... at least he has the guts ..... and the right attitude about stuffs.... way to go fellow engineer.... ke ke ke cest la vie

hmmmm seems i have left this place unupdated for sometime .... bz living my life i guess... or maybe i am not doing as much thinking than i used to or like to be ...... the thing with me is sometimes i dont feel like just filling my blog with everyday crap ( but a read through my blog would say otherwise i guess ) anyway nothing much is up i guess other than the fact that i have tons of assignments and lifes in a blur some how. Both are very scary situations. Anyway had a great time today ..... crazy though .... was actully a brunch outing which led to karaoke session and finally dinner ha ha ha... wouldnt believe it man ..... saw guy sebastian while we were there.... michelle got her cd cover autographed. to be continued........


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ran off to watch america's next top model and queer eye for the straight guy ;P. So this lazy bumb comes back the next day to update..... anyway as i was saying ...... got guy's autograph ... and then elaine, michelle and me went go kim gary's coz everyone was actually craving for it.... but ended up the food that i was craving for didnt turn out the as tasty as it was when i tried it b4. And b4 that michelle was saying that she had an urge to go karaokeing so after lunch we actually went for a karaoke session which cost $33 each... aiks ..... wallet has moths flapping out alr sigh...... anyway after that session we dropped elaine back to her hostel and michelle suppose to rush off to fetch her bro after dropping me home.... but on the way he called to tell her she didnt need to anymore.... so after contempelating going for yam cha, i suggested we go have dinner with elaine instead .... and imagine ... we were alr near my house, and she drove back to sunway ha ha ha.... that was hilarious anyway thats everyday crap for u till i feel like blogging cest la vie ;P

yes i know its super randomness..... but thats all about being spontaneous, no ? have not really been "feeling" lately.... which explains the lack of blogging or the randomness or rather boringness. Anyway i have just realized something or rather realized but finally acknowledges it... i want too many things in life .... i wanted to study psychology, mass communication. something to do with arts, and there is of course engineering.... i am sure there were others.... but i can't think of it at the moment...... then there is a want to be a great mom but also have a great career.... .( somehow might be possible but contradicting as well)and besides that do loads of other stuffs...and other than that i want to ( note the want...... does not mean have) keep in contact with sooo many frens, not those that merely said hi and byes to but those that i have spent an amount of significant time with even just talking. But at last ...... i can say that i am absolutely not good at that. And yes i have myself to blame. And the main culprit is probably as usual procrastination.... and as random as things is... the reason for long intervals of updates in this blogs can be attributed to that as well. Rae maybe i have to blame u as well . Could it be that without ur whackiness around life's in much more of a blur for me. Ok skipped topic again.... sigh but anyway hope to at least try to start keeping contacts . But in some cases either i am not trying hard enough or they just don't bother.... i dunno. In that case i guess i should get the picture.

ok probably no one might understand what i will be rambling on about in this post. But i guess i just need to get it out if my system. Just found out something that i supposedly suppose to know about, a long time ago . But apparently either i forgot the details or was not entirely told the details. Sigh...... all i can say is that i am glad for all the rebeliousness i had when i was younger, nothing that has happen will have me regretful for life. Although i am quite sure of the things i would or would not do at the time. Cest la vie . This is me still trying to understand life as it is. Some where in here i am still a wide eyed naive kid only with a very old soul.