sigh sitting in the comp lab now. trying to access yahoo to get to my mail with no success... wonders what did they do... it coulddn't be that they block access to yahoo could it. ....... Finally got in ..

Anyway .... its been one week since class started..... i dunno how i would have imagined it would be with all the ppl gone to australia already..... well everything has been fairly normal... going to classes and all. But i seriously miss knowing that at least by the end of the day ... if not middle of the day i will see rae's face popping out of some where .... and the phone calls .... those crazy phone calls.... Anyway one more thing..... i didnt reallythought i would miss jeremy that much either..in fact i havent missed him yet..... until i started to half expect him to pop out from no where infront of me .... most of the time in the comp lab that is..... sigh... just read ur letter rae...... i am sorry i gave ur numberto him without telling u first..... but one thing u can rely on is me screening the ppl that ask for your number ...... and i can quite assure u that he isnt crazy..... well hmmm now that depends in what sense you want to eveluate him :p.... he isnt that kind of crazy that both me and you are afraid of thats for sure lah..... but he is crazy ... fun... crazy.. And not being biased but... seriously a valueble friend to have around in aus.......( i hope i am not wrong in saying this ) hmmmm i think my instainct can be trusted enough kua .... ha ha ha ..... just thought of it.... my representative in aus .......

what else is there hmmmm.... oh ya.... and also i would like to rant about the fact that since everyone is already taking different courses... i don' get to see a certain someone or even any other ones already.....

oh lets just continue this when i get home.......

just something that i thought i would like to share..... the other day when i was in mandrin class, my mandrin teacher was as her usual self telling us all kind of interesting and funny stuffs... and she commented that her husband was her first love..... and went on saying that although she didn't go through more relationship before she got mariried ... it isnt any lost in a way coz at least she didnt have to go through all the heart aches and whatnots that break ups and relationship brings....
In a way i feel that what she say makes sense as well.... but i guess it only applies if u get really lucky that the first love you meet is some one who at least isn't crazy... thats for one.... and fairly a good person which will always put ur interest at hand. And both have to be matured enough to handle the fact of being together for a long long long time.

Now for a more light hearted one.... the other day in analog devices lecture , the temporary lecturer was telling all kinds of outragious stories in order to keep us awake while he continued lecturing.... on one of the dull intervals he was telling us about this story which was kind of related to what he was lecturirng on at the moment.... its was about this girl who was getting interviewed for an entrance to the university and she was talking about something on how when u put a gold plate and a lead plate together after a while the gold will ..... forgot the word for this but some gold would be transfered onto the lead and some lead will also be left on the gold... something to do with moving particles. Anyway the girl was explaining how you need to tie this two plates together really tightly and then you have to dig a 2 metres deep hole and bury it.... as i and maybe a number of ppl was wondering why she needed to bury it when there was better ways to compress it if needed, the lecturer went on to tell us how the interviewers were wondering why she needed to dig the hole as well..... when they asked her, her responnse was ....................." well you have to bury it in case it gets stolen" which the lecturer conmmented that she was a very practical girl .... ... hmm maybe not as funny as i thought it was.... but it was amusing wasn't it


oh well... thats all folks

i might want to join malaysian idol.... if only i could get my hands in some information... the 8tv site isnt much of a help.... no news from there... but hopefully it doesnt interfere with other important stuffs .... coz i am just joining for the sake of experience..... for fun lah ... i know i definitely aint the next malaysian idol.... but life will be too dull if just because u can't win u wont even go and have fun ... si?..... ha ha ha i aint turning into any boring engineer...... no offense.... coz i am not the ones that think that all engineers are boring.... *points fingers at ppl out there* ...... in fact i am gonna be one of the fun engineers .... what is life without fun...

watched shinhwa mv and fell in love with them all over again ... i am soooo sooo happy ... fell in love with min woo again too :p .... so elaine, i shall be min woo's wife in another parellel universe while he is urs in this .... sigh things sure changed... even shinhwas style is much much more matured now ... still miss their bad boy looks though... and their cute naughty looks.... but min woo's latest look leaves much to be desired......

ok now for some snippets of my current life .... classes are already going full throttle.... .. scary... and i have learnt one thing since last sem... or was it suppose to be last last sem .... anyway ... its that by the third week if u are still completely and utterly clueless and not doing anything about it , then you are almost screwed.... y the almost... well there is still a chance to salvage it enough ..... but this time around i am at the least aiming to minimise the stress... not that class isnt already stressful... now, that is more reason to minimise the stress..... Anyway been doin some readings before classes.... but not exactly 100% full prove that is ......
anyway this sems subjects are starting to be pretty scary in a sense that everything is much more specific ...... motors.... semiconductors...actuators.... and it doesnt help that the lecturers also leaves much to be desired.... where are all the dr teohs and dr lans for second yr man.... hmm maybe it is true that they have a programme to brain wash engineering students yr by yr into boring engineers ... mind numbing .... i dont even mind a mr ong ha ha ha .... at least he is interesting..... been getting lulled to sleep so far by the current lecturers.... that isnt a good thing... sigh hope i am able to pay more attention in class.... need laods of work on that... attention span is shorter than a hyperactive kid ...... cest la vie

damn ... my hair still smells of smoke even after i washed it..... those ppl probably went through a carton of ciggies at last night's party... everywhere you turn someone is fagging.... i seriously dont know where i stand on this, but..... everytime i see someone i used to know smoke, some how i feel sad and some other feelings which i just dunno how to describe perhaps somewht angry but i dunno y..... the thing is that i know ppl change and ppl grow yada yada yada... and all those innocent little angels are beginning to see the world for what it is... but does it have to mean you have to start smoking... i don't even understand the reasons behind it other than, everyone is doing it so i might as well.... i can see how it is that when you are in a whole group that smokes and you feel as if u have to join in what others are doing.... but is that enough reason to do something...... sigh i don't even know what can be a relevent reason to start smoking........and every time i think of it the more i feel as if i am getting at nothing..... why am i so bothered.....maybe its the fact that they are allowing themselves to be controled by some addiction.....but in the end its still their lifes......

* at this point it probably sounds as if i am all the way anti but the thing is i have no problems with others fagging... only ppl that i have known for some time*




i am sounding freaking up tight bout all this... some old granny nagging and nagging.....but this issues just never cease to get me feeling that way no matter how many times i tell my self that it isn't my issue. Ok from now on i shall think of ciggies as chocolates and to be endulge upon....... i love chocolates though and i also love my lungs.... so cest la vie and i will turn down a ciggie as far as i am concern....

aiks wanted to watch gilmore girls today but found out it was replaced by average joe instead.... whats with all this spin off of some stupid dating game any way.... after a while it just gets really lame .... this time around the girl gets to fool around with a bunch of guys to get the rite one..... if u got down to thinking about it .. it is just so not rite... i mean .... it's just sooo cloose to becoming some pass the "meat" around kinda primitive thing..... oh wait ... i think it already is... just that the "meat" goes around on its own without being passed. the joe millionaire and the bachelor were already sleazy but this is probably gonna surpass that.... not being sexist but what is wrong with this ppl... first you have a guy who gets to passed around so he can mess around with all the girls ( although its not exactly shown on the tv , its not as if we can't guess wha t other nonsense thay are at) and knowing full well of this, those bunch of girls just pick up the leftovers of the others.... now you have a girl going around being messed around with guys.... hmmm some how at this moment all i can think of is hooker.... not that i am saying they went that far...... but who knows..... well cest la vie... maybe its just asian old me .... and with them its fine.... i dunno ...

just saw the erm considerabily new korean group dongbanshinki's mv..... first thought i have is that i reminds me of when shinhwa was fairly new....... hmmm maybe just slightly similar.... all i know is that when i first learned of shinhwa, i could nv tell who was who... they all look similar... no outstanding personality whatsoever..... but as time passed i have come to grow fond of them.... the ever mischivious min woo thats for one..... the multi talented pleasant and sweet jun jin, hye syung aka kangta's best fren.... hmmm lead singer and well erm cute ???? pretty boy then there is the ever so great bodied dongwan which hmm seems quite pleasant as well.... then there is well andy and eric.... though i think i can differentiate who is who i guess to me they still remain slightly annonimous........ so i guess i might take yime warming up to this new group... thuugh i alr picked out one of the guys to look out for.... the rest still have some way to go ... especially on their looks .. as fickle as this may sound cest la vie... its show bussiness for u