haha ha this is what one of my ex wrote bout our ex-school very interesting insight and yes it really immortalised what seafield was back then . And yup this is also part of my experience. Ha ha ha. So much like some part taken out from some "gu wak chai movie"

enjoy.....


SM SEAFIELD.. Sekolah Harapan?.. Only after we left.. LOtsa damn memorries back then.. Seafield's like a fight club man.. monday, there'll be fights durin assembly, where everybody's pissed cuz we hafta sing damn school anthem for three times.. tuesday, fight durin rehat, cuz damn pengawas asked a student to place thier finished plate in tha bucket and de student didn't obey.. wednesday, fight durin class hours, simply cuz someone walk pass some junior's class and bein stared at by some faggot.. thursday, fight durin PJK period, when some sore loser losses de football tournament.. friday, fight after school definatelly, heh.. cuz somebody's member was bullied by other gangs.. hey! *why lookin at me like that man*.. It wasn't me!! MIss those wonderful and fun years man.. wakin up early in da mornin.. wait for mates to reach while smokin in de lorong or de padang.. goin in after de bell rung and pay fifty cents for being late and f*cked off while collectin debris as punnishment.. hear Pn. Chong's speech, sing damn songs, names being called to see her after assembly, not forgetin mine.. Sleep at de last desk in class while teacher's yappin in front.. wake up for rehat and durin that, eat in our cafe alike canteen, walk out for ciggies, get junks from koperasi.. hide somewhere for fifteen minutes and go for second rehat.. sometimes gone back home right after that.. Yeah.. those were sh*t we do in school.. Givin Pn.Chong and Pn.Loy headache everyday.. hah.. Can't forget all the cool stuff we found in a easily picked locked cubboard in bilik HEM, stuff that were confiscated durin spot-checks.. I wonder how much different Seafield is now.. Only knew that I saw lotsa hot- spots when me when back to get damn SPM cert.. Wonder how's all my juniors now?.. Update me man.. nuff said* -Andrew Kong-'1996-2000'

i can't believe it but it still doesnt means its not real. I think i am a mild tv addict. I feel as though i need to catch all those nice dramas and that i want to watch every channel available although luckily now there is only 5 and only 4 offers viewable dramas. Wonders what will happen if i had astro. from hong kong dramas to taiwanese to korean to japanese. As long as their story lines arent boring me to death i most probably want to watch it. I can't imagine myself without a tv. But then again i can go without a tv if i have to. I respect those that don't really touch the tv, in some way. But i can't imagine how its such a waste that they did not catch such spectacular shows. But the moral of the story i guess is to live life not watch it. There is so many spectacular things that can be experienced first hand if only you would go out and live it. But i think there is still so many other fantasies that can only be lived through those story in the dramas or so. So i guess its still healthy to let your imagination go once in a while. So guess the real moral of the story is moderation is the best. But then again i am me. Not only do i want to watch all nice dramas and movies but i want careers in many field, experience all kinds of different things, eat all kinds of different cuisines, visit places all over th world etc etc etc. I know i most prob wont be able to( and yes i always think too much) But see i guess through those dramas or shows i can. hahah so sit back relax and experience all those different experiance in the period of a week in a drama marathon. Watching 18 hrs of dramas back to back
NOT.... haha ha ... think i crazy ah. Have better things to do. This is the time to live life man. Wait lah i 60 plus 70 plus then maybe i will go and watch all those in a marathon. hahaha cause maybe at that time i will be too free. But my prediction is that a bunch of us will be out there living life still like there was no tomorrow doing all kinda crazy stuffs. Perhaps frightening our kids half to death
terrorizing every place that we visit
CHEERS cest la vie.

a moment of silence please
for those who has left us
with such short notice
leaving us hanging
not knowing
to cry or to cuss
feeling lost just because
dont know how its gonna be

Its really a pity
but a sad reality
such precious lifes lost
but without a real cause
held great future
now out of the picture
and just because
choices which they couldn't reverse
cost them their most precious

and so here
just wanna say a little prayer
for those who's lost
and those who have lost
for whoever's your lord
shall He remain by your side
to be your guide
down which ever journey
you have to endure



Ok just felt i had to write something. I dunno how to explain this but just found out today that J's fren passed away in an accident ( not sure this morining or what but it was very very recent). Though i didnt know him but the news still kinda shook me. Not entirely due to this news either, but the fact that i had another aquitance that passed away in a car accident as well really made me feel that ppl are starting to leave us. And they are bout our age. I can't describe the feeling but its kinda like sadness coupled with the sudden realization that so many things shouldnt be taken for granted cause just a blink of an eye and things would have changed so much you would wonder if you were dreaming. I know this things aren't a choice but i do not hope to have it hit close to home. So everyone out there, please be careful with your choices coz it isnt just your life but it effects others too.

OMG had the best time today. Was quite apprehensive yesterday nite, not knowing how will i be feeling bout today's outing. Was worried i didnt have the fun in me anymore and might not enjoy or share the excitement of every one. I have been feeling pretty OLD lately cause i didnt find certain things that i was dying to do last time as exciting as i used to think it was. But i figured at last that its not that. This might be surprising .... or maybe not but i occasionaly suffer from depression. Even i find it some what erm hard to believe. I dunno but stress perhaps i can understand but depression just seems so erm serious..... and for me who i think was quite a cheerful and optimistic person last time ( well erm i think so) its really unbelievable. I suspected it some time ago but figured it might be that i am just over reacting. Sigh but i guess its quite classical. There was once that i just didnt find the meaning in doing stuffs that i really liked, like basketball and felt really lethargic always wanting to sleep instead of doing anything. but i guess all this are just mild ones thank god .

Anyway back to the main topic. Wow had a whole load of fun in Times Square though the count of rides we went to was only 3 including bumper car. Saw the roller coaster even b4 we went into the park. And kinda felt like not going but also wanted to go at the same time. The roller coaster is one of the more exciting ones that i have taken. There was two loops which we have to hang upside down in the ride. Then just b4 we enter i saw the structure sway right after the coaster past through the loop. Which got me thinking.... did the engineer that do this actually took into account the safety of the ride which usually is held out door to being in an indoor park more so on a floor which isnt even the ground floor. All the shaking on the floor makes me think how long will the building be able to take those vibration on a daily basis. Sigh i guess i have to trust the engineers more. But i can't help but think bout business ppl who puts revenue above extra safety. But then again i am always thinking too much. Anyway was thinking better take the rides while its new and maintainance and all are still in good shape. So i went on the roller coaster. Wow that was like really fun. Ha ha ha but the part where we went upside down ... the part before we reached the peak i was thinking OMG whats it gonna be like then next thing i know i was hanging upside down and then coming down again. BUt i still love the parts where we rush down hill the best. Then the best ride of all would have to be the tomohawk. I almost missed it though but ha ha ha laine was ever eager to go on the ride with me again. That was the best feeling being hung on top looking down man. The swinging part was also the best. But i would have to say that there were moments when my head went ' you know you will be so gone if the safety harnest were to give on u' but seriously when u let your hands go it was crazy man.... the feeling of flying was like wow and the feeling of gonna fall any time was also so much present. Ha ha ha but all in all rae u seriously missed a great thing. But understand lah.
well why dont u go on then when up there liao u afarid then cry also nvm . set

here is one old poem i wrote that i dug out. I liked this one quite alot but wanted to add some more lines. well i still haven't, but i think so far its still ok. Maybe later i will add some more lines. anyway enjoy




i guess its not so easy
to be a human being
i know life looks so pretty
but it isnt as it seems
every single person
has problems of their own
if life's a bed of roses
then certainly there's torns

ok i am gonna sound like a nerd or some sort but i am having a field day learning bout java scripts .... they are sooo fun just hope i can remember

finally saw all three of the matrix trilogy..... that was a few day ago anyway ... beeen meaning to blog about it but i guess i have been too busy living life ke ke ke .... anyway i don't know why every one has been saying the ending sucks and was sucha let down. i personally didnt feel anything what so ever . It wasnt great but it wasnt a let down either .... it was just an ending..... perhaps it might have a hidden meaning behind that but what ever.... But then again maybe the reason i felt that was becoz i watched the final movie without havikng watched the first two yet . either way i finally discovered that the movie was really not bad. It is something different compared to many other movies in a sense it is very innovative. But one thing that i wondered about was if i hadnt been told about what the story means b4 i even watched it would i have understood it the way i had now. Coz many ppl didnt understand it after they watched it in the begining either. And second thing is after going through a few site which explains wat the movie's about i can't help but wonder if they were over analysing. Certain stuffs which happened in the movie could have just been done just for the heck of it and ppl out there put so much significant in it even if it meant nothing. But i guess certain movie are done to get ppl thinking and there are many ways of interpretation. Which in a way is quite cool coz it shows how many different ways a human mind work.
anyway i am just gonna remind myself not to simply write off any more spledid trilogies when anymore come on screen .. coz i wrote off LOTR and harry potter thinking that ppl get too hyped up over things just becoz everyone else says so. And it turns out i loved all this trilogy movie anyway cest la vie

sigh back from trying to make fluffy pancake and i think i might have cozed food poisoning to myself . My brother some more can happily want to eat all of it even when i ask him to stop eating. I added too much natrium bicarbonate and baking powder and It didnt taste too good, some how it taste between somthing like the "dai gao min" and "gan sui" anyway i think it is "gan sui". when i ate it it didnt taste too nice and i thought adding more sugar will help coz it didnt have enough in the first place . But turns out that wasnt the prob. This is the second time i cooked something that couldnt be salvaged
Maybe i should stop treating cooking as a science experiment ke ke ke. oh well check back here to see if i am still alive from my "experiment" coz i think the effect might not have kicked in yet.
And if i live i shall try the flap jacks again. This time making sure i only add enough of those two ingredients mentioned ke ke ke. Oh well what don't kill u will make u stroger so cest la vie

saw the captures of min woo kissing this girl for his mv ...... So unfair i wanna be that gal ke ke ke . Anyway just wanna note that the last few pics saw him looking just soooo erm happy. its like he really had a field day kissing that gal over and over again. Ah min woo so naughty. its like the nusery rhyme georgie porgie kissed the girls and made them cry and yada yada yada dont remember the rest